Why arent things better?
Wherever we move too, we take our thoughts and feelings with us. You need to examine your inner self first to ask what is causing my depression? Am I reaching for attainable goals? Have you a natural talent that your passionate about that you haven't tried? In the past I was trying for things I could never attain. I changed my thinking to finding reachable goals that I love to do. We all have natural talent so search for and live it. It doesn't have to be your work. It can be a hobby you do after work. We all have limitations so don't concentrate on them. Look for what you can do and reward yourself for the little daily positive moments. I personally celebrate my natural photographic abilihty in my own mind daily. I just do it for me.